Thursday 25 October 2012

pain and space


There are ways to help everything, every single thing in our lives which involve some kind of tension which in turn restricts the free flow of our energy.
We tighten up and anticipate the next throb or wave of pain, we hold back and try to stop it happening, we fight against it and withdraw and reduce our inner space as we cramp down through our muscles nerves and tendons.  We leave ourselves far less space inside us for the good positive energy to flow.
So what we need to do is to release some light flowing energy or create a state of space around anything that hurts inwardly, or come to that any thought or situation in our lives which is happening badly and is not the way we want it to be.
   Instead of that tightening up in anticipation and fear we just have to realise that we are each surrounded by our universal self energy which is filled with fast flowing loving light ether.  This outer self energy comes direct to us from the stars to surround us as our spirit twin which provides our light and life force.
   So the next step is to just think and feel the word space around the area that hurts.  Instead of tightening in and pulling in through your tension or fear just release and allow a sense of space to appear all the way around that particular area.  Just space, you don`t have to think about what kind of space it is, just see this as your own personal heightened space which is free flowing peaceful and you could even send in the thought of this space being filled with light but that`s not compulsory.
  Just concentrate and be mindful of the sense of surrounding space round that particular place and the more you think space, the more free the energy dares to be to flow outwards on waves of easy going flowing energy rather than needing to restrict and restrain.
  All the tension we ever feel is to do with restriction and holding on to our tension through our energy.  If we`re scared stiff of something which is about to happen ~ like a visit to the dentist for instance ~ then we`re inwardly surrounding the whole idea with a picture and feel of tensional holding back and holding in which is almost like holding our breath.
   It always helps to breathe through any pain and any inner tensional fears too because this is allowing energy to flow through and release some of those taut inner strings.
   But most of all we have to give ourselves space around our pain and around our fear filled and fuelled thoughts or the situations and happenings we dread because the space we have at our disposal is magical and limitless and surrounds us with a higher flowing fast vibrational energy at the speed of light which has no time to be restricted or restrained.
   We have to let go and allow ourselves to flow with our sense of our universal energy which is abundantly available to everybody.

Monday 22 October 2012

limboland


  So many parts of life are taken up with waiting in limbo for this that or the other to happen  We`re either waiting for the phone to ring or someone to text or email us or someone to decide something which can dramatically affect our whole life and limbo feels like a very lonely place to be.
  And grey days when the sun forgets to shine just makes it all feel much worse.
  This is because we`re lacking the light which is such a vital ingredient in our lives.
  When the light`s shining through and warming you everything feels so different.
  When you can sense a layer or level of light around you as a ring or halo of illumination this can lift your belief to travel through limbo land with a sense of trust coming through to you.  There is this outer world right around you where the light always shines and all you need to do is to draw this light through to the inner you.
   Your conscious thinking mind insists on running a continuous narrative where you find you`re telling yourself what you should do, shouldn`t do, shouldn`t have done, and you look forward through this continual screenplay of words and thoughts into a future filled with your fears of what might happen, what might go wrong, what should and never did happen in your constantly berating and belittling of your own sense of power.
   And the trouble is that your conscious mind thinking is all connected directly with your nervous system and your emotional feelings which force you to put yourself into the feeling of constantly being under attack.
   Especially at times like moving house or changing jobs or relationships where everything, all your nervous apprehensions are heightened and its like leaving a permanently open window in your head to allow any old trash and rubbish to climb in and sit there weighing on you, giving your conscious mind full control over you.
   The secret way to escape the eternal waiting room of life is to make things happen within you yourself and your own energy.  To lift the levels of your own vibrations by adding this extra outer injection of light energy straight into the darker areas of your present fears and doubts which just hold you back from being who you are supposed to be.  Light is always the key.  There is a whole world of light out there waiting to be accessed by anybody and everybody and used for its fast vibration because hanging on the coat tails of fast speeding illuminating rays of light energy gives us an uplift into a different more positive happening level of our own energy.
  Everything feels so much better when the light shines through to dissipate the gloom and we dont have to wait till the sun shines through ~ although those of the ancient past would create cairns or passage mounds to draw the line of light through from the sun at the winter solstice in places like New Grange in the valley of the Boyne in Ireland and Bryn Celli Ddu in Anglesey where the path of the light of Venus was also able to shine through just showing how the ancients knew all about the vital addition of light to our lives to upgrade our whole energy system ~ if you can just see a star shining brightly in the sky you realise the speed of its light vibration can lift your whole mood.
  We have this whole extra added dimension and layer of light surrounding our physical energy and body and this feel of dancing fast vibrational activity can be fed through and into you wherever you need it most ie your power centre at the solar plexus, your wisdom centre at the third eye or the heart centre through which universal love and light needs to shine continually and everlastingly.
  If you`re going to get through the changes happening in December this year you`re going to need that extra boost of light added to your physical energy to carry you over and above any waves of exhaustion or seeming inactivity when we consistently find ourselves drawn into limboland.

Saturday 20 October 2012

The true you


Who is my own true I spirit I self?
Who am I effectively deep down inside of me?  Who is it who is living this physical life?

We`re trapped in the busyness of material happenings where all the events of our lives crowd in telling us what we have to do, where we must be, what must happen next and how everyone around us should act according to our own material agenda.

Everything happens at once, every aspect of our material life demands our attention, all at the same time, and then it all turns round and plunges into silence and a lack of happenings equally worrying for our sense of being worthwhile and belonging to the world`s energy.

We feel we have to keep on keeping on whether its tweeting, face booking or emailing everybody because we feel we have to constantly stay in touch with the others who inhabit our reality. Next we send all these messages winging through our anxiety filled mind as we worry about how things are going to pan out over the next week month or year, doubting and fearing they`re not going to be the way we want them to be.

Oh the conscious mind is a very busy self occupied place.

But who ARE we really deep down inside?

Where is all this inner source energy coming from?  Who is occupying our mind or driving the whole of our consciousness?

Just who is in control here?  Is it that busy outer world of material happening which is pulling all our strings and forming the shape and substance of our energy or is there more to life than that?  Are we greater wiser brighter stronger and far more powerful both in our wisdom self and our own inner source of power than we feel we have a right to be?

Is there an infinite side to that power source or force which has a level of energy that is totally free from all these material restraints?

Can you look behind your eyes and see just who this added wiser greater other self can be?

Can you feel the way the energy just wants to flow through a shining level of infinite light where there are no holding material barriers? This has to be a pathway of shimmering light more nearly connected to the stars than the earth`s trying painful restriction where we have to live solely materially and physically.

There is a form of existence which continues from behind our third eye position in the forehead and reaches far out beyond all the material shapes of our current reality beyond every tree, house, road, hill, sea. There is a path of our own conscious light which can stretch out to touch on our greater spirit or soul and carry us forward to a place and a space where we become our true self energy, in fact become whole.
Once you begin to find these paths of your greater outer other self energy your whole energy awareness is liberated to carry you through any seemingly dire situation. Suddenly you know you`ve always been a part of a greater whole, a wider source of spiritual infinity and that you have your own source of infinitesimal loving caring light energy to protect and uplift you endlessly just beyond the self imposed boundaries of your own skin.

Go with, flow with your own greater wider source of infinite love and light through your own greater presence of spirit force energy to get out beyond every material boundary and live as the person you were always meant to be.  

Sunday 14 October 2012

celebrity or true star

For so long we`ve been striving for celebrity, trying to be like those whom we see as celebrity `stars`, pretending to ourselves or having become convinced that they shine more brightly than the rest of us; that their lives are more valuable and worthwhile somehow and they we should continually try to be equally thin, glamorous, over the top filled with sociability because we think they are much happier in their place and the space they inhabit in this world.
Then we`ve been castigating ourselves, blaming and condemning ourselves for falling short and not living our lives in the ways these celebrities habitually live.   But now the truth is finally coming out in that those lives they live are not always what they seem to be.  Now with the Jimmy Savile stuff littering every form of news media we`re being given this unique chance to look through from our position on the outside to see what the world these celebrities inhabit can sometimes prove to be.   Its all an illusion, this man sounds like he was the unhappiest most disturbed man of his time and yet he was feted and adored not just by the public but by every charity who would shut their eyes to what was really going on so that they could get their hands on the money he could bring in.
And once you start examining the lives of other celebrities  can you honestly find the life of any one of them which is a life lived in the way you would like to be and live your own life?   Would you really honestly want to be them with all of that pressure and demand from the waiting world which never gives them a chance to find their true self inside?
Instead of the illusional life they try to maintain as they aspire to be a star who shines more brightly than the rest of us the truth is that we each have our own true star self shining out through our personal energy fields and this is more connected with the stars in the skythan the false personae of celebrity.
We were born through star energy which provides the iron for our blood and the calcium for our bones.  We each have an individually created star self who shines around the outside of our physical body and connects us with the universal stars in the sky whose light we ~every one of us ~ are able to reflect out into and across our lives from the depths of the true core light which shines in our heart and out from our wisdom eye.
Instead of putting all our faith and belief in governments who glorify war, charities who will do anything to gain their money, or supposed celebrities who live such unhappy lives this has to be the time to find the true star light energy which acts like a halo of radiance around every single one of us, loving, protecting, guiding and uplifting from the true star which shines at our core.