The Alchemical Self

The truly alchemical Mage or Magus first awakens the inner higher self and then seeks to transform the outer world.

He or she uses prime matter through the four elements of fire water air and earth then bringing in the fifth element ether as space or spirit.

Material reality is degraded. And is a copy of the finer faster greater world.

Through alchemy fire is transmutation red, ether spirit quintessence blackening whitening reddening, trying continuously to bring back the magic level of created light, the magic level of gold which resides within everybody at their solar plexus centre.

The stuff under the earth`s crust especially solid at the core of iron molten to the inside is rotating so that the core acts like an electrical generator causing a huge magnetic golden field.

Through this ultimate field we find the true golden level of the self as a level flowing parallel with our life`s path across the earth only way down deeper below.

Our true golden self walks that path in company with the magnetic gold which comes from the core.

Osiris acts not merely the King of transformation for those who reach the Netherworld but also as King and wayshower towards our golden self energy as we walk in parallel with the physical material reality through the heavier world of material energy.

The golden self draws spirals of gold up from the core source of the true God Force dwelling deep in the earth below.

All we have to do, in life, is allow this golden self energy to flow, to and fro to achieve true health and the fulfilment of every one of our aims

Once we learn to connect more fully with this deeper radiancy of our truly golden self energy then we begin to reach out to touch the silver self spirit flow which links with us constantly coming from the greater cosmos beyond our realisation and all we think we know.

Osiris is the ultimate Master of transformation since he was the one who was chopped into pieces by his brother Set yet with the help of his cosmic wisdom wife and sister, Isis, together they form a team to achieve the ultimate transformation and transmutation, the awe inspiring journey towards the greater self.

This comes through deconstructing that which is false to find that which is true within.

The Foundling Child

How does it feel to find yourself abandoned by the mother who gave birth to you, at just three months old?

No Mother No Home has just been released as a book to tell the true story of one child`s painful experiences as she had to grow up within the gates and walls of an institution. She was given away and abandoned at the Foundling Hospital, in the early part of the twentieth century. 

She, along with all the other children was made to feel it was her sin to be born illegitimately and placed by her `proper` mother into the Foundling Hospital system.

`The air was filled with dark noises of distress and my first shrieking despair was quickly turning to numb bewilderment. As soon as I found myself, along with many other children, being led away by strange adults I knew deep down that I didn`t want to go to wherever it was they were taking me.

Every other boy and girl screamed, called out for `mummy` or was shocked into numb silence as somebody big and strong grasped me by the arms and began chopping off all my hair!

The indignity of being treated like a rag doll with no will of my own only grew worse, nobody heard, nobody cared for me as their own child. I had made the mistake of being born illegitimately, in the nineteen twenties, my mother could no longer care for me and the Foundling Hospital would be my only home. `

No Mother No Home creates the whole feel of the Foundling Hospital experience for other children too.

The Foundling Hospital was formed in 1739, by Thomas Coram, as one of England`s first children`s charities to bring a strict regime, an education, a roof and food to all those children abandoned by their mothers because they were born out of wedlock. This heartrending account shows how it felt for the children who were made to feel guilty because there was no father around and their mother had to give them away. But there was one other alternative for the unwed mother in the early twentieth century, and this book also looks at adoption.

No Mother No Home is currently available through my website: www.twinlightbooks.co.uk

Expanding World

We have, right around our physical body, an expanding spirit world of purely radiant shimmering light.

We have the ability to move this outer spirit light body where we will.

Our spirit light outer self may travel anywhere at all, wherever we send them, without the need for us to physically have to go there too.

But this outer spirit light world gives us the capacity to expand outwards through our own energy.

The first step is to spiral downwards through our own golden brown roots, reaching down from our feet, deep down into the ground below.

We seek, deep below our physical body, the true core of the earth`s golden source of light. This is the source of both our own, and the earth`s true life force power to keep the earth, and ourselves, alive in the physical material world.

We now have the chance to connect and link ourselves to this incredible resource, this deeper power force glimmering and glowing goldenly from the greater core of the earthstar below.

The gates have suddenly unlocked, the spiral doorway has just opened and our own connecting mechanism has now become available and accessible to our energy ever since the earth`s and our own transformation which has begun to happen recently.

Our ability to access this greater energy comes about through own outer world/spirit self vibrations which currently climb rapidly to reach the vibrational frequency to bring us into accord with spirit world vibrational energy. This is continuously spinning and spiralling around us at the fast speed of luminous infinite light.

Once we`ve grounded ourselves to this deeper source and resource of golden core energy, and spiralled this sense of deeper force power upwards to spin around our solar plexus centre, we begin to expand outwards through the energy levels at each of our chakra centres, out and through and beyond our physical boundaries.

We charge and expand rings of radiant light through our double twin self and our outer spinning spirit light world with indigo silver at the third eye, blue at the throat, turquoise at the heart, gold at the solar plexus, orange at the sacral, and red at the base.

We expand our consciousness into our subtle light, spirit bright radiant twin/spirit world energy.

In this way we reach further and further on out and through to become universal beings, living life from and through a spirit wisdom world and level of greater light energy, releasing any current hold or trappings of the material physical world filled with our emotional fragility.  

The Golden Guardian

There is an ancient tale which tells of the time when the three wise men or the Magi came to give Jesus their gifts of gold, frankincense and myrrh.  At the time they, in turn, were given a closed box, by Jesus` mother Mary, and told not to open it until they arrived home. But of course their curiosity got the better of them, so they opened this box and found only a stone inside so they threw it away.  They tossed it into a handy well nearby.

But immediately a great fire `came down from heaven` and started burning very brightly and this made them all feel they should repent to have thrown away the stone and so they took a portion of that fire and carried it with them back to their country where they placed it in their church.

They`ve kept this fire burning continuously ever since and believe the fire to be their God. Any time when the fire goes out they go back to that well to make sure the fire is never extinguished. The ancient sages of Persia felt they were the guardians of the eternal wisdom orientated towards the pure light and there were those who believed in a parallel world of light as a mirror of a higher realm. They also believed each person has another self, an outer self made of light.  

  

This was their higher identity, their `perfected nature` and until this was recognised by the person themselves, this could be seen as their guardian angel or their spiritual guide otherwise described as the eternal heavenly `I` of Hermeticism, an endless companion of light throughout life and beyond as a kind of guardian angel figure, as our guardian spirit.   

Then again the teachings of Zoroaster describe an extra world, a type of mundus imaginalis; parallel world of light acting as a kind of mirror reflecting a still higher realm.

This is the world of light where each person always has another self, a self of light as their true identity and this is what and who we need to find out about ourselves in life. The Manachaean and Zoroastrian faiths always had this perpetual fire burning as their enlightening image, this could be seen as connecting them to the golden God force at the core of the earth.  An eternal pillar of fire between earth and heaven and by throwing the stone down the well they threw it back in contact with the earth.

            The Zoroastrians, being the ancient Iranian religion, were also connected to Magianism and Mazdaism, all of whom believed spiritual wisdom could be gained through fire and that before being born the  soul is connected to its own guardian spirit who comes into life with that soul as their light companion.